What's happening to Jia En???

For 2 consecutive sundays, JE has been behaving strangely on sunday nites after her outdoor trips. Last last sunday, we brought her out to orchard area for lunch & shopping. Left hse at 11am and came home ard 6pm. She was extremely cranky & cried out loudly for ard 15mins at ard 9pm. She cried so badly tt her crying exhausted her to slp immediately.

Ytd, I brought her to my mum's hse, den left her hse at 2.30pm to bugis & reach home at 8pm. She went crying loudly & non-stop from 10pm & lasted ard 20 to 30min. I was so worried tt i pull out all the guan yin tailmens & play the "Au mi tuo fo" music for her to calm down. No matter how i carry, how i pat her, how i rub her ears, tummy, head.. it don calm her down.. it was only till she cried enough den fell asleep by herself.

We told her that we are coming home, reassure her that she has reached home safely. But all doesnt seems to work on her. She didn't had a fall or cried loudly during the 2 outdoor trips. Only when she reached home, after a few hrs, den she start to burst out in tears.

MIL say we brought her home so late. But last sunday we came home even before sun set! So not logical. If based on we bring her out shopping for too long, also doesn't affect her as she was asleep most of the time we are outside. In fact, she slept longer & better than if she slps at home.

So what is affecting her? She havent even fall asleep & she cried like she woke up from some scary nightmare. It affecting me alot, and i don't really dare to bring her out anymore. I'm grounding her at home today, so she can rest more, hopefully.

Happy 2mth old to JE!

19-11-09 marks JE's 2mth old. We not celebrating anyting at 2mths coz normally our customs only celebrate 1mth or 1 yr old. So nothing special took place ytd.

But for me, i've returned to work on Wednesday. I was okay wif the early morning wake up, but juz tt when i start working, my brain seems to be freeze! Some routine jobs, i took longer than usual to complete. Maybe i 'over-rest' my brain during the maternity leave, or the brain is still stuck at hm. Haha.. Anyway, i'm working only on alternative days now till end Dec. So i can get to rest & work 50%. So by Jan, i be prepared and ready to fight the battle wif the auditors! Wahaha~~~

1 surprising thing that i'm proud to announce here is that i have finally reach my pre-2nd pregnancy weight. Although i had a buffet lunch last sun, it doesnt seem to have any weight on my body. So i nid another 10kg to go. Jia You bah! In fact, my colleagues all claimed i have lose weight. My face has become sharper. Even my facial beauticial also claimed i'm slimmer now. But i still have a big tummy.. wonders when will it go down...

My weight has return, yet tummy is bigger den before.. = other part of my body has slim down.. strange ar?? perhaps my boobs has gone smaller in size. Haha~

Body Damage or Pocket Hole damage?

Since my 2nd pregnancy, gynae told me i had very weak stomach muscle. It was so weak that my tummy can go out-of-shape when i lie flat on my back or sideway. Gynae couldn't measure my baby weight when i was 8-9th mth pregnant, due to the weak muscles. Now that i delivered, my tummy look so terrible & saggy! Bottom half of my tummy lump inwards while bottom top lump outwards when i stand up.

Gynae advises me to do crunches but i have hurt my back during pregnancy until now. So i cant do much sit-up anymore. And as articles mentioned that if i don go back into shape within 6mths of delivery, it will be harder & difficult to achieve my ideal shape.

So to achieve and get back a better shape of me, i signed up a slimming package that make me broke by more than $1.7k (super ex!)! I do hope it works on me! At the same time, i must keep a strict diet to work hand in hand with the treatments. Also not forgetting my exercise, which i need to start real soon. My 10km run is 1mth away from now...

My target:
Tummy gone, firmer skin ard my tummy;
Slimmer thigh
Smaller butt
Firmer arm

Hope i can achieve & not waste my money!

PC- gone case!

My home PC has break down. I have no idea what happen, only know hb has been installing so many programs n editing so many bikinis/lingerie models pictures until the PC keep re-starting! Hb said the PC has lasted for 4yrs already, so it is quite reasonable for the PC to break down. But timing is wrong now! Especially when we are so broke. Hb only manage to get partial pay since he only started work in early Oct. For me, it even worse as i have been over-spending!

Hb checked that a new PC will costs more than $1k now. The motherboard & harddisk alone costs over $1k! Where can i dig money gold from??

We may have other computers, like this small netbook that i'm using now. But it operates very slow when we use many programs together. Another PC that is more than 6yrs old, and lags even worst! I basically do not urgently need a good computer as i only surf the net, play facebook, chat on msn, and use basic excel & word programs. Only hb needs a PC very urgently to edit his photographs. So let c when hb gng to prompt me for cash to get a new PC, or he asks his friends' help on repairing the spoilt PC.

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