Thursday, January 21, 2010

Jia En! Jia En! Stop Driving Me Crazy!!!

Hey! I don really noe wat's up this year! So many bad things r happening 1 after another!

2days after WL recover fr fever, i was stuck wif fever for 1 nite. It has been donkeys years since i last had fever.. mayb sch days? i really cant rmbr wen i last had fever. But definitely tis is not a simple fever.. as it spread fr WL to me, and then to JE!

JE was down wif fever last fri. Again we had difficulties in feeding her drink panadol. And she is forever rejecting to drink plain water! Sat mrng took JE n WL down to ICA to collect WL's passport. Yet, WL can finally travel out of Sgp! JE had a bad time at ICA, crying loudly for half an hr. It was super crowded n everyone was looking at me & the non-stop crying JE till she finally doze off...

JE din slp well n woke up wen v at bugis. Wasnt able to do much shopping as she was awake n cranky. After heading home, JE was again crying at hm. After coaxing her for a few hrs, we surrender & hb sent her to his mum's hse. Upon stepping out of the door, she stopped crying. She din cried all the way till inlaw's hse. At ard 9+, I tog she has calmed down, so brought her home. She cried again..all the way till 12mid nite.

Sun she woke up fine. Everything was fine.. till evening time.. alamak.. she cried again for hours.. I gave up n brought her to c a doctor. She has rashes on her legs & some on her arms. Doc diagnosed as rashes virus, and her cries was due to her itchy rashes. As a baby, she doesnt noe how to stratch, so she cry when itchy. Logical explaination, i shd have put some powder on her legs! I felt so stupid as not spotting the uncomfortableness in JE! Tt sun nite, lucky she was able to fall into slp easily.

Mon & tue was fine.
Ytd- Wed was hell!

She reaches home at ard 9pm. As she was still in pram, so hb n i quickly bathe so tt once she woke up, i can feed her milk n let her slp again. Who know after she woke up at 9.30, she couldnt slp back after her milk feeding! She began wif cranky & it turned into a fierce cry.. on-going till 1am. No matter how i carry her, rock her, push her in pram ard, she cry all the way. I did apply 2x cream + powder on her body.. N my last resolution was to feed her wif a bit of panadol to make her drowsy.

I'm not sure if taking panadol wen not having fever, will cause any effect on the body? But i really cant stand it. I screamed at hb! I screamed at JE! All doesnt helped. It was very late until we had no1 to turn to for help. Disaster! i even feel like slapped or hit her until she is unconsious! But i know i cant do tt! She's my baby, she's a human! She muz be feeling miserable too to cry tt loud.

Feel like seeking help from a doctor, psychologist or anyone professional to help n advise me? This is not a 1 time issue.. n has been on-going for 3mths already!

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